Hiiiiiiiiiii? I think my last post was on last year around June? Anyway, alhamdulillah I am doing well and happy to announce that I am finally a wife to Zaki. Subhanallah, what a calm and happy feelings! I am so overwhelmed. Allah je yang tahu how scared I am sebelum nak kahwin, I was scared if the relationship is not gonna make it, and all this ujian tunang that they talked about?
Indeed, He is the best planner kan? I got married on 15th of December 2021 at 09:30 am. The moment he uttered his lafaz, my heart was beating so fast. I feel so touched, finally, I found someone who is willing to go through his whole life with me.
Currently, I am looking for a job dekat area KL sebab I nak dekat dengan Zaki. We are going back & forth every weekend to meet each other. Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan seorang Hani yang nak kerja dekat dengan suami dia so that she can stay and doing everything for her husband! Haha. If orang tanya I mengandung ke tak, I cakap je ye! Sebab I pun nak and rasa I am ready to become a mother.
Certain time I rasa macam, ah I'm still too young to become a mother, kadang I rasa diri sendiri pun tak betul, nak educate orang lain lagi la? Tapi on the other side, I nak. I nak anak dengan my husband, and I know both of us gonna do well in this thing. One thing yang buat I yakin adalah, dari awal bercinta sampai sekarang, if there's any issue, we will always figure it out together. I never feel macam sorang-sorang bila buat satu benda tu. Zaki will always be there untuk tolong and support mana-mana yang lack in all aspect. I bersyukur Allah bagi I suami yang sangat membantu and understanding. He never complains anything, lagi la I double bersyukur.
Sekarang I tengah usaha nak dapatkan another job and also completing my Master's Degree sebab beban dan kemalasan yang I am facing now, nauzubillah. Tak habiskan lagi ada dua chapter. Kalau orang tanya nak sambung ke tak PhD, I think I nak suruh anak I jela buat PhD. Sebab rasa exhausted sangat, kudos to all mak mak yang manage to complete their PhD waktu mengandung, yang anak anak ramai.
Semoga yg baca my post ni pun dikurniakan rezeki yang melimpah ruah, dapat jodoh yang baik dan tercapai semua cita-cita. Tak ada apa yang I harapkan melainkan doa yang baik-baik je. Semoga Hani dan Zaki dapat jadi mak bapak tahun depan! HUHU.
I will update more! Unless aku malas seribu tahun.
